parts of me
It’s hard to think that one person can come into your life and make you fall in love with them so suddenly, and all it takes is them saying that they’re leaving and you don’t know what to do with yourself anymore. What do I do without them?
And you find yourself sitting on your bed for hours, not knowing what to do with yourself, not even being able to eat.
I’ve tried today to keep productive and keep my every thought free from you, but god damn why is it so hard. I knew this was coming, and I brought it all on myself.
I haven’t cried much today, I think I cried myself out in the relationship.
Now I’m numb, I don’t know what to feel, what to do.
I literally feel like a part of my life is being taken away and you’ll never know this, or understand how I’m feeling.
I’m not okay with it, but wtf am I to do.
I’ve never been able to let go of a relationship so easily, but as long as you find the happiness that I couldn’t give you.